Psalm 13:1-6 "To the chief Musician, A Psalm of David. How long wilt thou forget me, O LORD? for ever? how long wilt thou hide thy face from me? (2) How long shall I take counsel in my soul, having sorrow in my heart daily? how long shall mine enemy be exalted over me? (3) Consider and hear me, O LORD my God: lighten mine eyes, lest I sleep the sleep of death; (4) Lest mine enemy say, I have prevailed against him; and those that trouble me rejoice when I am moved. (5) But I have trusted in thy mercy; my heart shall rejoice in thy salvation. (6) I will sing unto the LORD, because he hath dealt bountifully with me."
If you have ever had a defeated feeling inside, then you have a better
understanding of this Psalm. The questions which begin to flood our minds only
take us to a lower level of thinking and reasoning. Those questions cause us to
believe that God has walked away from us. The guilt of allowing those questions
then begins to take over and robs us of any joy that might be left. At that
point we begin to just exist and the questions of verses one and two begin to
occupy our thoughts. "How long, O Lord?" The feelings of defeat
begin to overwhelm us and the "accuser of the brethren" feeds those
feelings by infusing the foreboding thought that he has won. Believe me, that
is a lonely and dreadful feeling. If you have never experienced any of these
feelings, then please pray for the rest of us.
How do we overcome these feelings? Let me say that first of all, we need the
power of Jesus Christ that is given to us by way of His Holy Spirit. It is then
that we can think back on all the blessings that God has given to us. We can
know that God has never failed in any of His promises. We can lean on the
understanding of God that He has said, "I will NEVER leave thee, nor
forsake thee." We can think back on the mercies of the Lord that have been
given to us over and over again. Most of all, we can "rejoice in thy
salvation" in knowing that God's love for us is so deep that He "spared
not His own Son." And knowing that is true, we can hold to His Holy Word.
"What shall we then say to these things? If God be for us, who can be
against us? He that spared not his own Son, but delivered him up for us all,
how shall he not with him also freely give us all things?" (Romans
8:31-32) If we can take hold of these glorious truths, then we can join
David by saying, "I will sing unto the LORD, because he hath dealt
bountifully with me." Thank you Lord for saving my soul. Thank you
Lord for making me whole. Thank you Lord for giving to me, thy great salvation
so rich and free.